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break my 233 record!
fish SPA!
go BANGKOK with DEAR!
go KL with BOWLERS!
go HONGKONG!
go TAIWAN!
iTOUCH!
MINTgreen PSPslim
onitsukaTIGER shoes
SAGAseeds bottle to FILLUP!
SINGAPOREflyer with LOVE
tt PRECIOUSMOMENTS figurines
tagboard.

flyaway.


SP BOWLERS.

aiman
alvinSOO
BELLS*
brandon
charissa
chester
daniel
deziree
elena`
geena
gladys
huda
janice
JESlyn
jessica
JESSilyn
joey
jon.
JORRIE
litjunhao
justina
leehuibing`
leeweiqiang`
lingwei
lizhen
mavis
monica.
peifen
peiping`
rafidah
raidah
ROYSON
Ryan.
sheena
shuhui
stanley
weisheng
xinglin
xueting
xuewen
yongxin
yvonnelim
zhiqun`

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whatever.


{ ashley // SIHUI'
3rdteen.o6'eightyEIGHT.
❤ bowling. cycling. shopping. 38-ing.

as of o9/o9 :
39 days to POL-ITE!
171 days to graduation!
278 days to bePUREadult


Friday, July 28, 2006!
HandWritten on; 7:47 PM

drown in the pool of SHE music makes me smile (:



happy birthday mum!

sumtimes i just feel tht..
people think i got close to them becus of my friends.
maybe..
tht's wad i saw n presume..
sumone felt tht i am getting close to one of my classmate
becus i want her to be with him.
and me being the role of bringin them tgt.
forget it.
aiyah` duno lar.
let tht sumone tink wadeva she want to..
hmm..
let me drift away from the crowd`
=z

my temper is gettin worse.
start to PMS`
duno is it becus of THT BLOODY SPECIAL FREN OF DAJIE!
first thing in the morning,
gt one auntie step on my slipper`
and nearly cause me to fall.
and she can pretend nth had happen.
HMPH~
the next thing tht makes my blood boils was,
THT SPECIAL FREN OF DAJIE`
he stood bloody d*** near to her, like want to seduce or kiss her like tht.
freak lor`
and nvm.
i just stood there.
n lean back.
"OEI OEI OEI!"
*shaking his hand*
i turned back.
walao eh`
i nv even touch or gt in contact with him.
and he pretends to be innocent - MY FOOT!
INNOCENT INFRONT OF DAJIE - ONLY!
i was like what the shyt man!
u stepped on my shoe the other day,
u nv apologise.
n i nv gt in contact with u.
u down there OEI OEI OEI`
as if i dun hav a name.
fcuking molestor!
keep taking advantage of girls.
i mean he is trying to win the heart of my DAJIE.
but it is clear to many tht my DAJIE HAS A BOYFRIEND OF 2 YEARS.
TRYING TO ACT CUTE INFRONT OF HER.
ACT INNOCENT.
ACT GENTLEMAN.
ACT GENEROUS as we koe he is quite stingy with mOney`
and bloody he is so confident tht he can win her heart.
trying to tag wherever she go.
stay right behind her.
touch her.
when he can go home, he rather stay in school did nth just to wait for her.
control her as if she is his gf.
call her everyday - never fail.
question her if she was talkin to alan on the phone.
lahlahlah`
the list just cant stop.
a never ending list.
just so f up`

chabot ECTP for bowling with jun.
5 set of games (:
after which went out to have dinner with alan n dajie
at lau pat sat again`
cockles~!
hmm..
we started to chat along riverside (:

bad thing happen in sch today`
Preston announced to the class tht he gonna withdraw.
hmph`
first my class had 23 ppl.
a girl asked for a transfer of class.
left 22.
in mid-may, siyuan withdraw to join SIM
down with 21.
now it was preston.
20 left.
i really duno who will be next.
cus the class is rather big at first
but now it no longer seems to be..
is like soon,
alan, annabel or mun chee got to leave us.
i duno lar.
hmph`
let's wait n see`

just hoping tht my class stay united (:
dun wish to see anyone leaving this class..
all smiles(:


the mood of us are affected..
losing a classmate.
(:
stay in contact.. PrestOn`!

Tuesday, July 25, 2006!
HandWritten on; 10:57 PM

M I PUTTING ON WEIGHT??
can sumone answer me ):

i was going ard, asking ppl do i look fat in tht photo.
cus i admit my cheeks are getting more "meat"
-_-"
hmm..so these are responds i get -
nicole - admit the FACT tht u r PUTTING ON WEIGHT!
*nasty*
andy - do u even hav the chance to grow fat? o.O
*what the..*
alicia - abit lahs
*alright*
brandon - i can only see ur face.. how am i suppose to koe if u r plump?
*fine*
shuhui - not really.. but look like luo han
*i was nicknamed GOLDFISH not LUO HAN*

hmm..
checking my body weight against the weighing scale
i put on 1 kg (:
lahlahlah`
tht's alright lar.. (:

i am getting forgetful and moody nowadays
hmph`
no more choco n sweets for me!
*dead*
over stress from 3D & the recent over presentation(s)
all smiles*
thankful it's all over` (:

my new name : SIFC
given by nicole.
nicole: i gt u a new name
me: wad
nicole : SIFC
me: duno wad football club is it?
nicole: nah.. is SIHUI IS FULL OF CRAPS
me: diaos.
nicole: hahaha
me: *thinking*
me: i gt one for u too
nicole: ?
me: NMFSI
nicole: wad is tht?
me: NICOLE'S MIND IS FULL OF STUPID IDEAS
nicole : woah! =D
nicole : u r NBS
me: what the shyt u toking nw?
me : scoldin vugalrities? n* b** shyt?
nicole : dots
nicole : -_-
nicole : is natural born silly
sihui : fine!
sihui : den u r NBL
nicole: natural born loser?
nicole : =sihui : i where got so bad?
sihui : is NATURAL BORN LAZY!
nicole: kk..i agree!


i am so happy today`
bowling n frens make me all smiles (:
i have improve` even jun is saying so (:
*blush*

hmm..
today presentation wasnt really well done
but at least the 3 of us did our best (:
hmm.
ms lim said, we are too rush in speech n shudn read off from script
the 3 of us didn make enuff EYE CONTACT WITH HER`
1b21 in formal wear.
i admit i was not formal enuff.
even ms jean asked me why early in the morning
*no comments*

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alicia` n me
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does he look like Lao Fu Zhi w/o specs??
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sPdC
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dajie's formal wear
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lizhen's formal wear
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shuhui's formal wear.
look like news presentator, doesnt she?

then SML
*stands for Small, Medium, Large*
-i mean ShuHui.Meiting.Lizhen-
went off for their presentation.
left me,bel, alicia, alan, junhao & chi fOong.
so Jun helped us took the following pics
we are laming again`

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after which,
had bowling with jun n aaron.
training*
maintain my score abv 100..
*hopefully it is always like this* (:

i am lame-d n felt so crappy.
i snapped 2 photos.
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took it while waiting for 5.30pm
SP's 10 lane bowling alley
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on my way home..
the serial number for the train cabin =x

i know n i admit i am xtreme lame today (:


tmr going out with alicia (:
to buy wallet for myself
n a present for mum.
her bdae is cuming...(:
wad else shud i buy?
*thinking*
//deep in tot (:

Sunday, July 23, 2006!
HandWritten on; 10:45 PM

a cake-less birthday`
happy lunar birthday to granny (:


happy belated to Aunt Elizabeth, Xuan-Mei & Vivian.

suppose to hav a slice of cake before i blog as supper
opps!
i droped it.x)
leaving only half the slice.
i am havin gastric again x)

Aunt Eliza went out of town with her fiance to Bangkok(:
celebrated Vivian birthday for her at paternal Granny's hse last night.
fruit cake again`
hmm..
kiat n hao werent ard.
i was dead bored then..

tis afternoon, went to compass with mum n dad.
suppose to buy something for Tues presentation
but hmm... a wasted trip eventually =/
on my way to maternal Gran's place.
i spotted sumone wearing the same attire that i wore today
look carefully.
it was michelle (:
wearing OUR class tee (:
5a1 (:

so the 3 of us were staring at the com
did nth much..
bored.
bored.
bored.

had a buffet for dinner.
chicken wings.
satays.
crabs.
noodles.
buns.
etc..
no cake for granny ):

went up to Cousin Wee's place.
PS as usual.
played soccer with Bing (:
i took Germany n she took Italy.
the game went on to penalties.
5-5 for the first penalties.
on the 6th goal
Bing: "hey! i nv press on anything!! it was an auto-shoot!"
me.dumb or silly enough to listen to her.
i didn press on anything. n the ball shoot n was saved by theGK.
d*** u BING!!
=x
shudn have listen to u!
aww!!

nxt i picked England while she remain with Italy.
again, she won in penalties
shyt u girl`=z
3-2
aww!!

anyway.
just a normal family gathering.
(:
tmr starts sch.
sian..
i am hungry` =x
i want food!!

heard S.H.E new album last night.
(:
i simply love the 3rd n the 4th track
dun ask me why. (:
but i just feel the songs in the album just express wad n how i am feeling everytime.
is like since their last album - Once Upon a Time (:
from the lastest album.
track number 4 - Zi Teng Hua`
this particular line tht flows thru my mind..
*translet to english*
the most hurtful thing tht love do is nt being apart,
but the memories will let people stay where they are,
and think tht there is a solution of returning back.

smile* (:

Saturday, July 22, 2006!
HandWritten on; 2:06 PM

let it be the way it is.

shall start my entry with thurs.
had to present cus MY VOICE IS BACK!
but still sore-y like before. (:
thanks to alicia's dad for brewing herbal tea to me
THANKS SO MUCH!!
hees(:
it was really not tht well done as the previous one
cus practically my group did a last minute work =x
and can see tht Mr Chin is disappointed with us, the girls.

chabot sch ard 3.
cus i was falling asleep in class
my headache! aww!!
ECTP i skipped =x

as for friday,
i duno why,
my voice became more worst. =x
for CS, Ms Lim gave us a test on our personal self when a conflict arise.
for the results, we are grouped according to A,B,C,D or E.
my results topped for column E.
but Ms Lim asked to go to Column C cus Huda is the only one.
so the answer or solutions to the groupings :
A- Avoid
B- Compete
C-Give in
D-Bargain/Compromise
E-Problem Solve

haha..so i was a problem solver and a person who give in during conflict =x
hmm..abit true la`=x
but i tot i will be a B - someone who compete during a conflict.
hahas..
from this personal test,
we koe we shud avoid havin conflicts with Annabel & Dajie. =x
Even a conflict arise, Lizhen & Shu Hui will avoid.
While Alicia, is the Bargain n Compromise person(:
cool??
hahas..

our second part of the day,
we had field trip to one of the construction site at Pasir Panjang =x
infact, it was more like a excursion than a study trip
u koe why?
cus we were taking photos then listening to what Mr Tang was teaching =x
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me n bel in bus`
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lizhen.bel.dajie.me
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lesbian act number 1!
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lesbian act number 2!
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wad are we seeing??
hmm.. the number..hmm
can buy 4d arhs!
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1b21 in the workers' area with Mr Tang
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1B21 in bus!
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1b21 + 1b22 = 1b43
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nt all of 1b21 =z

went out with dez afterwhich.
to bugis n orchard
i just bought a pen.=x
as usual, we went to take photos (:
i tink i saw sumthings, which i cant really conclude tht it was.
but i just pretend i dun tink so.
maybe my eyes are playing tricks.
(:
dez went up to a shop.
and i spotted tht hp accersories which i told him i wanted to buy.
which in the end, i cant find it.n i didn bought for him n myself. ):
so i told dez about it.
n she grabbed it n said she wants to buy for herself n her "him"
speechless*
i was stuck whether to buy a bag, a shoe bag or wallet.
m i got nth.
cus it was rather late when we reached orchard -930pm
had a double choco before going home.(:

i want to lead the life i am having..
without yOu.
he is no longer here.
nv he will.
here i am,
shouting for his name.
but he just wouldn appear right infront of me..
I AM SMILING LIKE BEFORE (:

Tuesday, July 18, 2006!
HandWritten on; 7:41 PM

today is yet another crappy day`


i dropped my phone into the toilet bowl`
gosh!











*dead*

Monday, July 17, 2006!
HandWritten on; 11:37 PM

nothing but crap*//


a list of crappy things that happen in a day*

today is a day of crap
dun ask me why
but i felt crappy.
today is not a good day.
not for me. not for the others either
a day tht is not meant for us to have..
monday blues?
i doubt so..

first thing in the morning,
my voice change`
sore-y!! aww!!
have been coughing non stop these few days.
aww!!!

secondly, silly girl here forgot to bring her ECTP n Law lecture notes to school.
so she was stoned to death in class.
but Shuhui saved me out of boredom by askin me to watch Poseidon using her laptop.
did i manage to get the title correct?*

had a misunderstanding with my dear fren-annabel.
thankful things are better now (:

follow by,1b21 having an hour n a half lunch break.
so the 10 of us intended to have it at Fc6.
and we got lost ourselves.
worst cum to worst, it is so hard to grab any seat then.
crap*

next,
at FC4 lunch.
met sumone who looks like him.
could say is 95%.
except from his side view.
from the way he looked at ppl.
from the way his spec is.
from the way he sits.
from the way his hair is.
from the way he put the straw in his mouth.
from his size.
i tot is him.
but after looking at 2 things, i can conclude it is not him..
firstly, tht guy's side view
second, my sec 2 classmate was sitting with tht guy, tht means tht guy shouldn be him even he cum to SP!
cus one is aero.engineering student *if not wrong, according to justina few days ago* while the other is product design..duh!*
at least i koe i am awake from a dream tht will nv cum true*

and i did sumtink which was tht crappy*
i kiss annabel infront of alan~
i duno what alan gonna do to me.
angry?
fed up? i dunO~
hahas..
what might happen after she kiss me back
and it was infront of alan again!
duh*
*speechless*

me, annabel n alicia were stuck in the lift..
the lift in t7 is spoilt since my day 1 in school
and no one bothers to get it fix..
duh!
n i had to call for help by calling lizhen n junhao`
the lift wasnt moving at all!
and thankful the lift open by itself out of a sudden..
dOts~

one of my fren cried in class.
i wouldn want to name her name..
cus this is such a confidential stuff.
just felt sorry for her..

lastly,
went out for dinner with dez.
i brought foolscape, mp3, pencil case, law lecture notes,wallet & hp
guess what did i left out..
my law assignment for today which was the reason why i am out studying..
*dumb*

and my classmate.
hmm..the-wannabe-special-fren-of-dajie.
felt crap tht's all.
i mean alicia, shuhui, hmm.. shud i say the whole of SPDC including Wang Bei felt so crappy with this guy..
i mean i not gonna say anything offensive here but seriously. we felt tht crappy today*
after our so many hintings, i tink he shud koe himself the extend of being a fren to all.
moreover, dajie has a bf.. is not as if she is single. even she is, he cant do this to her..
crap*

hmm...
crap*

a crappy day`

Sunday, July 16, 2006!
HandWritten on; 10:11 PM

congrats to them for winning the most grooviest band award at band fiesta 2006 (:
i simply love/adore them!! *hearts*
the pictures arent perfect cus' the position i was standing is far from the performing area`=z
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went to tcc for late lunch with fiona
i was suppose to grab a drink - Mint Choco.Frappe`
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but my stomach protested! =z
so we grab a seat n had chicken wings and a brownie with ice cream top` (:
while waiting for ahma's call to inform us abt the results
but she forgot to call ):
so we didnt really know the results till we finish our late-lunch.
they did the school proud (:
even teachers attended.
mdm dewi!! i miss her lots!!
ms fong was there..
even MRS CHANG, the VP!! (:
not forgetting our TIC - Ms Sharon Tan!
the seniors came back.
like faiz,ifah,raidah,madeline,xueting,cynthia,chun leng,boye,dingwen,sufina, shalene & jocelyn
did i miss out anyone??
i didn manage to see lingwei ):
she was late..
justina could not attend ):
after which, i went to do manicure..
nice?
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i am sick again`
at least ppl do care abt me.
thanks sapphire, joey & justina! (:
i am sore-y
i need water`
even the honey lemon tea cant cure me *duh*
shud i attend clas tmr..i am dead sick`
BUT I AM SO HIGH` =D
only.them*
i am still dreaming`
let me sleep*

Saturday, July 15, 2006!
HandWritten on; 2:45 PM

happy 18th birthday to mun chee!!
the class gave him a nike shirt n a mug
the shirt was picked by me(:

*yawn*
didnt sleep well last night - again.
it had been the n number of times in a week.
woke up 3 times this morning.
1145pm - i slept.
0115am - woke up by justina's sms.
0455am - awake by a nightmare about my jr.
0530am - awake by another nightmare about my fren.
irritating disturbance`

pittar-patter the water droplets fell from the shower,
creating a repeated beat against my ear.
wonders flow thru my mind while i was bathing in the morning.
i am getting on my life well fine.
i am happy with my frens around.
thou, envy do happen'
the only things tht really cheer me up now are my frens, the band & maybe bowling.
i am happy, contented with everything ard.
this is life.
the path of ur life is meant to be this way, then let it be.
whatever the obstacles lies ahead, face it with ur courage n might.
maybe this is how i see things now.
i am bringing smiles on me where ever i go now.
yet dajie n alicia felt tht i am forcing myself to smile.
??
i dunO..
tht the way they see..
3rd party n the others doesnt see things like the 1st n the 2nd parties do..
the point of view is different.
right??

i felt so stress out.
certainly not studying.
peer pressure??
maybe..

anyway, i felt happy for jess.
she is attached(: with the guy she had been waiting for..
*smiles*
envy*
hahas..

an answer i had been searching for...

sumtimes, i am lost myself.
Mum is right,
guys will nv change for a girl.
hardly any..
i agreed with this sentence to a certain extend.
guys said they will quit smoking for the benefit of the girl.
but in the end he didnt.
a fren of mine having a relation for more than a year,
the guy promised to quit smoking before the day they got tgt..
as for now, 1 year had gone by.. the guy is still smoking..
in this world, what is promise??

like what annabel said in her blog..
Quoted* :
love will make one show his or her side of weakness.
i agree`

true love only cums once in a lifetime..
it depends on how u got to hold on to it..
i envy junhao-having a very stable relation with his girl..
despite all odds they still get tgt.
holdin on firm strong..

this is me`
i dun wanna rush into things as for now..
study is my first priorty.
follow by bowling n close ones.
(:

nothing in this world is perfect.
there will sure be pitfalls in life.
downhills in ur way up the ladder of enjoyment.
take a step behind and enjoy the beautiful view ahead.
this is what a fren of mine told me about 2 years ago.

went out with dez n fiona last nite.
heeren`
searching for a new wallet, black shirt n formal wear.
converse has a new set of designs for bags.
comes in black n white`(:
black shirt for class purpose.

went to anchorpoint for dinner
PIZZA!!
at ard 9 went to queensway for the jerseys.
the shop are almost close..
we are late`
customised jerseys, anyone??

went to school for band with justina this morning`
the others were oso around.
like betrand,dingwen,lingwei,raidah, joey
did i left out anyone??
raidah left earlier.
me,just,the rat,dingwen,lingwei n joey started talkin about our tertiary education stuff..
from what we do in lectures n tutorials to food courts in schools.
exchange of what we did in class..hahas..
laughing my head off`

bought SHE cd (:
waitin for the 20th

tmr is the day!!
band fiesta @ PS!! (:

i am sick from top to bottom;
my lips needed the touch of love -water
my lips are very dry..cracking..
what u guys thinking? yellow tots..
dOts~~ dirty mind! hahas
sore throat! i am having one soon..OMG!
having leg cramps recently):
bOOhOo!!



jiewen* aka alicia is mine`
*blush*

Wednesday, July 12, 2006!
HandWritten on; 7:12 PM

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1b/21
tht's wad i did last night
i am tht bored, struck with nth to do but 3D.
at least i am contented tht i completed the slabs, the columns for 3d, leaving only the walls(:

i love wednesday*
cus it is the shortest day in sch for me(:
9-12noon
but tutorial ends early at 11am.
alan was absent from school, the atmosphere was dead quiet.
hope he gets well soon.
for the first time,
i felt i am so clever with Buildin Science(:
cus i completed the tutorial without anyone helping me except for the last qn
hees*

had brunch with dajie,junhao,adeline,ghaz,lurvies & wan at FC5(:
we started chatting abt our pri and sec sch life.
i miss my sch life =a few days ago,
when i went back to sch for band.
Alif was back too..the step-down seniors too.
Alif or a junior asked me if i ever miss sec school life?
i miss every part of them.
btw, the band is performing at PS tis sunday for band fiesta(:
guys do make urself free tht afternoon to support them!

had 2 games of bowling with jun,
while dajie waited for me.
the first was just a warm up.
the second was for real` -116 (:
ytd at training,
i did my first turkey*`=D
i felt i am on the top of the world =x
standin at a score of 160 (:
2 points short behind eleanor the senior.
while the other guy in another lane gt 2 turkeys, tht makes it 6 in a row.
envy*
wishing for tht time to be mine
grin*
accordin to Jun,
i had to train extra hard if i want to maintain this results
sihui gambatte!!(:

on the way out of sch,
we met Wan again`
i tried to bid goodbye to him..
so i shouted,
" Wan!"
no respone*
"Wan!"
still no respond*
"Wan.. Two.Three"
then Wan turned back..
the 3 of us began to laugh..
cus i tot i had called the wrong guy.
i mean i am lame.
Jun was even lamer.
Jun: if one day, i want to call u, scare call wrongly den i will call out "Si.....Wu..Liu..Qi..Ba*"
meaning four,five,six,seven,eight*
Me:den what shud i call dajie?
Me: Ting..Bu Dao (meaning: cant hear)
Dajie: nono! is "Ting.. wo jiao ni ting!!" (meaning: Stop! i call u to stop!)
Me n Jun: haha!
Me: den jun is wad? Hao.. bu hao??(meaning: good not good)
Jun: is different!!
Dajie : Hao.. Hao Jian! (meaning: cockles)
tht's my gang's way..
LAME FOREVER!
haha..
tht's the best part when the class joke on lame stuff..
when one is thinking tht, the rest tink the same
great minds think alike?

went out to tamp with dajie.
tht's why she stayed with us then.
haven been to tamp for long.
so we went down.
shop ard.found out tht i had lots of things to buy tis fri if i went out with fiona or when i get cash(:
(i) tht converse shoe $49
(ii) converse shoe bag $18.90?
(iii) converse socks
(iv) billabong wallet $39.90

save money!! =x
i am trying to(:

i am happy for u tht u did well for ur exam last term.
but it is no longer my business.
cus i dun have the right to care anymore.
just hope u enter the poly tht u wan and do well~
will miracle eventually happen?
even it does, am i still able to trust u like before?


what's the point of me writin in small letters,
when u will not be here again readin this blog of mine.



Sunday, July 09, 2006!
HandWritten on; 8:20 PM

envy*

class outing at sentosa..
but only 11 of us turn up.
adeline had to work.
mun chee got tournament
the rest i am not sure abt it.
so the 11 of us went
lizhen.shuhui.annabel.alicia.meiting.me.wang bei.alan.junhao.yuyu.chifoong
played sand on siloso beach
fun=)

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Wang Bei's hse from the cable car view

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sPdC without me.

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sPdC without Meiting

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S stands for Si Hui & Shu Hui.

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HOLEY!
Lizhen.WangBei & MeiTing

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my sand work

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ah shu's

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lizhen and annabel

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nerd and act cool
yuyu & Junhao

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shuhui caught eating ice cream!

the day will be much better with the whole grp ard`

Saturday, July 08, 2006!
HandWritten on; 10:32 AM

my heart sank.
i cried thrice in a day`

when i woke up in the morning,
disturbed by the nightmare i had about him
i felt i had lost something dearly to me.
i dun even know what shud i do now.
#lost
the moment i wanted to fall back to slp,
the image of his appeared.
i cant get back to slp at all..

felt i got alot of things to say to him over the phone ytd.
but i really duno how to start it off..
like what XL said, i shud take this period as a barrier for us.
but the barrier lasts only for a week and i cant foresee the future that lies ahead for us..
maybe we arent meant for each other..
and maybe tht's the reason for us nt being tgt at all.

a promise tht was half way broken.

it was the 2nd time i ever told my mum abt my probs.
felt much better when i tok to her.
a little conversation took place over breakfast jus now;
*no offence to the people tht is stated in the conversation*
- that includes him..
*translet to english*
Mum: is there anyone courting u?
Me: hmm.. gt 2 bahs
Mum: then..
Me: like tht lor
Mum: what happen
Me: hmm.. u wan listen to which one.
Mum: both
Me: hmm..first one.no more le
Mum: u rejected him..?
Me: not really reject.. just ignore him..den he change target liao..
Mum: second one??
Me: hmm.. *i paused for rather long* hmm.. not really woo lar..he likes me, gt feelings for him..but nv start lor..hmm.. he called for a stop.
Mum: why?
Me: hmm. cus he prefer to do things alone..
Mum: being with u, he cant be alone?
Me: dunO
Mum: guys' mind are not stable till they completed ns.
Me: i koe..eyes must put big big see..
Mum kept quiet.

i felt rather much better toking to her.
like he said to me before,
i shud spend more time with my Mum..
maybe becus of him,
i chatted with my mum..=)
hais..

maybe waiting till tht day arrives,
we' shall see how.
i am in a junk of mixed emotions.

my mind now is flooded with the words and sentences tht he said to me ytd.
i cant giv u the happiness you want.
there are better guys than i am.
i prefer to do things alone.if u are with me, you will be alone in the corner.

was tht reasons/facts or excuses?
i really duno..
i can choose to believe and not to..
i really duno..
i duno wad is a lie or the truth..
mayb i had heard enough from the SECOND guy i had..
lies are all he can giv me..
and tht seems to be reason why i dun really trust guys since then
maybe the prob lies with me..


i really duno..
hais..
i had told him before,
i really looking forward to his last day in sch..
and tht marks a special day for us.
but i dunO now..
felt really tht lost in time n in space`

i need a break..
badly need a one..
i sat down and wondered this morning,
has 1B21 stuck with the problem - heartbreak.
my grp is like so down.
maybe except JunHao.

trying a million reasons to =) without you by my side.

Friday, July 07, 2006!
HandWritten on; 8:37 PM

frens do have hard times tgt..
FORGIVE AND FORGET ARE THE 2 WORDS..



i had learnt to FORGIVE u..



and i will nv forget u, my fren




i will cont to wait..as tht's my promise i made to you`

Thursday, July 06, 2006!
HandWritten on; 11:25 PM

i koe its my second entry of the day..
but i am just so pissed with certain things..
mind is nt in the right state again..
can sumone send me the number for IMH..thnks lotsa`

i am bloggin becus dearest ning ask me to blog..
cus she felt i am lost in outer space for tht few days..
and i am alright now..thnks ning`
felt much better but stil the same state..
as blue as before =x
hmm.blog for her bah..before she...u koe?
haha..

and i shudn call her ning anymore..
*mouth crooked*
she wanted us to call her nicole..
YES MY DEAREST PRINCESS NICOLE!
NICOLE ONG ZHI NING`
she had officially change her name to tht..
from ONG ZHI NI to ONG ZHI NING IN 1999.
now from ONG ZHI NING TO NICOLE ONG ZHI NING.
lahlahlah`
let me promote this for u bah=x
haha..
she's gonna change her i/c soon.
*mouth crooked*

so here is my entry for her..
and to those who wanna koe wad i wanted to say :
when drivers arent on the look out..
and when pedestrians arent looking out for traffic..
wad will eventually happen..

when drivers dun understand the meaning of ZEBRA CROSSING..
they just drove pass without seeing u wantin to cross the zebra..
or they pretend not to see cus they r in the rush for time..
dOts..

this week,
i nearly got ran over by 1 car..
once on sat afternoon, the other on tues when i met dez for dinner..

first case :
i was thinking.. while crossing. den the car honked at me..
i am jay walking,mind u.=x

second case:
the green man was blinking and i was abt to cross when he sms me.
and it was rather dangerous..cus it is turning green light soon..=x


end of bloggin.
i had nth more to say.

i am wishing for a morning tht i always had..

!
HandWritten on; 6:46 PM

when silly meets tOOthy`

Hey I've been watching you
Every little thing you do
Every time I see you pass
In my homeroom class, makes my heart beat fast
I've tried to page you twice
But I see you roll your eyes
Wish I could make it real
But your lips are sealed, that ain't no big deal
'Cause I know you really want me
I hear your friends talk about me
So why you tryin' to do without me
When you got me
Where you want me

Hey Juliet
I think you're fine
You really blow my mind
Maybe someday, you and me can run away
I just want you to know
I wanna be your Romeo
Hey Juliet

Girl you got me on my knees
Beggin' please, baby please
Got my best DJ on the radiowaves saying
Hey Juliet, why do you do him this way
Too far to turn around
So I'm gonna stand my ground
Gimme just a little bit of hope
With a smile or a glance, gimme one more chance

'Cause I know you really want me
I hear your friends talk about me
So why you tryin' to do without me
When you got me Where you want me

Hey Juliet I think you're fine
You really blow my mind
Maybe someday,
you and me can run away
I just want you to know I wanna be your Romeo
Hey Juliet

this song is from LMNT - Juliet.
a song tht i grew love on it upon entering dez's bLog
=)
ah yan this is a nice song..*thumbs up*

on my way home,
my mp3 played a S.H.E song from their latest album.
it brought me down a memory lane of my days in penang with the band.
i miss every part of the trip
from shopping to concert to the outdoor performance to the last day when we back at Singapore.
i miss them. the bond tht we had is indescribable.
looking back, the memory tht holds..
24/07/03 & 11/04/05
the days when STARS & RIDE created a special meaning in me
it is not only a piece of music but a very very special one.
nv forget the day when me and the other seniors sat down at VCH hand in hand,
praying for the results we wanna hear.
last year, a story tht repeats.
the band sat in a big circle at the parade sQ n prayed on..
=)
i just miss them..maybe tht the reason why i am bloggin abt them.

due to graduation for the BE students last year,
my lessons only start at 1pm today.
in the morning,
zhen,shu,alicia,bel and i went to toa payoh to hav early lunch
cia recommended tht place - a taiwan snack shop..
hmm..
nice.. *thumbs up*
i got attracted to this bubble tea's name - Romance
it is mixture of strawberries and grape =)
sweet n sour`
=)

new movies are on the release soon.
wanna watch but zhen and the others are like not tht interesed=(
see how bah..maybe ask the others =)

nt much ppl attend clas today,
for BMA only 30 ppl from both classes attend..
out of 42?
from my class,
adeline, lurvies, mun chee, ghaz, aishah & wan.
oh ya!
1b21 having clas outing this sun..yeah!! =)
lOokin forward to it..
jun got us discounts on cable car..*twist*
thanks so much!
ARRIGATO! *bow*

one month from now,
will be term tests again
hmm..
maybe it is becus of tht,
i started to focus more on ECTP n BMA,
cant believe tht i actually listen in class today..
i swear!
NO earphone attached to my ear, NO sleeping, NO sms-ing during lessons,NO looking out of the window, NO day-dreaming, NO boredom sketches which i always do..
hey! i really did pay attention! =x
been the issue of the BMA test paper..
hais..
Mrs Lee did say naming the process of producing concrete will gain 1 point
but i dun see any!!
my class seems restless to pursue the matter anymore..
i am still 50%.

hmm..
tests falling on national day week..
this means NO FIREWORKS FOR ME!! =(
aww!!
for the past 2 years,
i had been at esplanade on 9 aug to watch fireworks..
rmb what alvin had told me last year at the fireworks display..
it is a belief tht under the sky which was dotted with fireworks,
confessing to sumone u like, an eternity will be there for the both of u..
haha..
tht is just a belief..
hmm..maybe..maybe i shud..i shud..
WHAT U ALL TINKING ABT??
haha..nt me lar~
it is a good chance to create for my classmates
haha..
i koe who tht couple are can liao`=)
haha=x
jun n dajie will be on my side to help me out..
lahlahlah`haha

lookin out of the window, there i m tinking abt fireworks conquering the sky out there..
and i shall prayed for a lil' secert of mine..
*wish*

Sunday, July 02, 2006!
HandWritten on; 9:55 AM

define special fren
someone of a different gender and you treat him/her less than a bf/gf but share most of ur lil' secrets with him/her


tht's what Alan told me a few days ago when he claimed that sumone wanted to Dajie's special fren.hmm..the definition is abit kiddish but i agree. there wil always be a special fren ard you, other than ur bf/gf. sumone u willing to share ur secerts..for example, when u and ur fren quarrelled, u will seek help and had a listening ear from this special fren.

but my side of story is abit different from the others..
*hear me say*
i was down in mood, feeling tht blue`
waitin for my special fren to come online.
i need to tell him sumtink,
but he shot me bluntly.
in the case of misunderstanding,
i cried.
too emotional as usual~
maybe tht's how he means to me as a fren
a special one.

i was hogging on the phone the next moment with annabel.
i told her everything i wanted to say to him.
she tried to cheer me up
and gave me suggestions but i just cant help but kept crying.
then i braced up all my might to call him up
a misunderstanding after all.
i tink my cryings had made him felt guilty
maybe both of us are in the wrong=x
tht's just a maybe..
maybe this is wad we human called - retribution
maybe it is..
i shot him with my words a few days back
and he was devasted bahs?? =x

but anyway, things solved?
maybe..i dunO i just dun wan to think..
the feeling of how ur good fren told u sumtink which u expect it last from his mouth
hmm..i shud stop brooding over it. =)
stay on smile~

maybe time will heal the wound between us.
a barrier of time?



hmm..
england lost to portugal in penalty..
sad*
hais..
felt like cryin tt very moment when robinson did not save c.ronaldo's goal
=[
*devasted*
Mum n I dun see a need why the refree shud issued a red card at Rooney.
however, on the other match.
Brazil lost to France.a repeat of WC 1998 Finals when Brazil lost to homeground France 0-1.
hmm..
wad is wrong??

so from the 16 teams.
WC finals had shrink down to 4, namely Germany,Italy,Portugal & France.
who shall it be?
will Klose gets the Golden Boots award??
Will Scolari bring Portugal to the Finals like he did to Brazil?? =D
i dunO.let's wait n see!!

oh well, i just hope and from the point of a fan.
i seriously hope Germans win the title.=x
no offence, guys!

the promise`

my finger nails are long..
manicure anyone??
o.O